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If you ask yourself this question, (is my death coming next month) , then you should follow up with, What would I be doing right now?
- Would I be reframing my deepest thoughts about meaning in life or
- ignoring the odds and forging ahead with my lifes’ mission, even though I will never see it to completion?
- ignoring throwing my hands up and quitting everything, do nothing the next few weeks
Scott Adams has a cancer in stage 4 just like I did, and the same cancer that dozens of my best friends in the industry have either survived like myself or pass away. 50% or man and woman will get one or more of the cancer types in their lifetime. 75% will survive the first case. The second time there are fewer people and lower chances of making it back to health and wholeness.
I’m a fan of Scott Adams because I consider he is a teacher that has helped people break the TV set mentality and decode the narratives of the MIC messaging industrial complex. He has happy place in that he has put out an amazing volume of good work. His choice it to work his preserved purpose for to the bitter end. Congratulations to my brother in the creative world. If he makes it like I did, I hope to meet him one day. Maybe a video chat.
I never recovered back to my normal life after cancer treatment that saved my life but also disabled me. I survived to live a different like in a kind of autocratic and banker caused hell on earth. If that doesn’t matter to you, I understand. You didn’t know. You still don’t know this could be you now or someday.
Here’s what else you didn’t know. My cancer is like any person can get, but I was never any person. A full things set me apart from the majority of people. First is my contribution to society and the world through my work. Second is a chance to learn from my errors and mistakes by mishap. The reason you don’t know me is simply my personality. It doesn’t waste time bragging or on self promotion. I have built other people around me and I’m the creative director in the background. For some reason I would rather create then talk about what I create. My level of creativity levels me in a class alone.
For one I read more than my peers all my life. Every time a movies comes out or a popular book from the late 60s forward I read it. Fiction, science fiction, and deep diving into a massive skill set. One year I read everything in the Vancouver Library on Business, Marketing, and advertising. A few years later I became a professor of an MBA program. Not going to talk about it, again I rather shun media and fame.
You see I already was famous and I walked away from it. Actually you could say it walked away from me. My time on earth was drastically cut short and inside me there was so much to give. It was killing me to have so much to give, to know I won’t be able to. I was about to die with secrets that I can’t believe anyone else will discover in time.
In time to benefit the majority, in time to develop some meanings, in time to earn an industry level revenue for growth. I had to triage the things inside me, the ideas, the philosophy to the most achievable and most valuable for you, the living. The people around me can keep me barely alive. I need the lawyers I can’t personally deal with.
You see this and many more achievement in my past, don’t interest me much. All they do for me is let me know what I can and cannot do. I don’t spend a moment looking to be considered credible to anyone but myself and close network.
The written body of work is massive with many interesting arms. Those arms can be turned into businesses with a leader and a snap of a chorus of moist fingers. The body of work is thousand of papers and articles, mostly crap, one edit or no edit, done in a race to information dumb on the future world. It is unlike anything I have seen in anyone else. It is like having 8 teams of professors with teams of students to maintain and grow the content.
Before my early death and NDE near death experience, I had a different version of my life. I was hit by a car in 93 and pass over 6 weeks later for some unknown time. When I came back I was on the cold basement floor and my body had flattened in a asymmetrical way. I was bent but that filled in over a few weeks. My body felt like I was in full pins and needles. The diference is I knew what was going on not only physically but in all the dimensions (when you use the word dimensions correctly). And I had a rough idea for what was coming next.
The next thing that happened is I stopped talking. I forgot my given name. I don’t know how I lived. Befoer this I was famoud and after their were some crazy fans who looked after me, I am told. I don’t know where rent came from or groceries at the front door. Bills got paid by who I don’t know. Someone or several or something was providing.
I wrote by hand 1,400 pages in a manuscript called the book of IAM, subtitle after the end rebuilding the world right the next time. The manuscript resolved 1/3 of the worlds pressing causes of early extinction. It is mathematically unrealizable to predict the future for the othe 2/3rd of life supportive activities we must do to stretch the enevetitable human extinction and bounce back that is coming.
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It’s not impossible. This may really be my last month in this being alive experience.
Facts play into the probability of the nasty happening to one of us. In my case I think about allot about things. Some of these things might be on your list.
The think about cool projects, entertainment, and unfulfilled plans for some cool inventions and innovations. My life has been in an eternal compass drive to use my gifts for the betterment of others. Sappy but true.
Keep this monthly update page for information on my current condition.
Before I pass over, I have some questions. I have some hills to die on and want to know the one hill I will climb.
You can help me figure out which one to attempt to climb. I might not make it to the summit, probably not. I don’t want anyone to know my personal struggle in all of this. Not into being involved like that. Spare me the ego trap of social media and news. That business crafts a fictional persona around every public figure. Level up people.
That’s not the what I’m looking for social media fame. I want to spend my time on with my projects and local crew as much as possible. Let’s deal with me in another chapter of the story, if this is to happening.
IN 2008 I was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer survived this long. It has been up and down in hell and I’m sick again.
Pass this on to anyone who can read and comprehend.
I am looking for a remote online team, and I have to take you on one person at a time.
The first person I would like to meet is going to be my director of team development.
I need to distance myself from the work so I can attempt to survive.
Why Don’t I Quit and focus on health?
THE PROJECTS ARE TOO IMPORTANT.
Not to me, I will likely not be around to enjoy them, but most of you will. I want to know I am handing over the baton to people I like and trust.
The most important thing I can leave the world is my philosophy. It is a long study of consciousness, which is said to be the hardest thing to study. It’s like you are inside a box and you want to figure out the outside of the box.
The study of consciousness needs to be spread around the world. I can’t do that but maybe some of you can.
This package of knowledge can be the difference between a longer or shorter time between now and HUMAN EXTINCTION.
Why do I think about things like this?
Well I am a natural born inventor. It never ends. It is the thing my mind does best.
I see like many other visionaries that we are in the 6th mass extinction. I watch dozens of people try to put out fires in meaningful ways, to the eventuality of saving parts of this or that failing environment.
I came to believe that the core of saving the world is to come together in unity, to follow the path of wisdom, to reject the dialectic, to contain the mind that causes these thoughts and actions that bring us to the end sooner than natural.
If our minds are driving the world toward extinction for humans first and gone forever before the root animals, then our minds are the problem and must be the solutions. Stopping the negative mentality and building the positive potentiality. The mind, like this, will be self policing day to day behavior, and incrementally cause us without instruction to act to actualize a better world.
Save the World, Are you Nuts?
Keep your nuts over there in your church or religion. This is something you do if you can. It is literally impossible to save the world today. But there is a truth you need to know, all things that seem impossible are possible if you do one thing. You see the impossible and then you do the possible each day, little by little, until it accumulates into coming within reach of the formerly impossible.
This study is so important to me because it will be valid in 100, in 250, in 500, and in 1,000 years. Therefore, I MUST NOT BE A BUSINESS. If cannot be a foundation. It needs to have the care and attention of a religion.
My religion is an invention with a huge difference. It is the organizational structure that keep the faith in the secrets of the Study of Consciousness. You will have our teachers and they need to be paid to live gainfully as they do the world of getting this knowledge out into the world. The study of Consciousness will be consider the message from divinity in the future.
In the study, we see why every religion on earth whether it began of necessity or a grift of charlatan authoritative governments power by threat of violence, and the few of purity and good intentions. Those grand philosophies and philosophers were soon infiltrated with traitors to the message and the meaning of the founders.
I have created blocks to this that should work to keep up from corruption in the future when I am not alive to help us shut it down.
This information has to go out and it must adapt to the envioroment of the future. The way to save the world today is a start based on the needs of today. Those needs abased on present conditions will change. How to change them is embedded in the study of consciousness.
You cannot learn the way, and just start living the way in the world as it is now. As more people learn the way and practice it, and as they live near and proximity to you, then the most possive effects will be tangible and felt. When you are begining to understand, and at a distance, alone with your homework, it will not create the bliss that it can be one day.
In the study of consciousness is the eventual power to do the possible and eventually reach the impossible. Yet there are many dangers on this jouney. AS founder I have personally extented my life and also suffer the sins of the unconscious in government and law, in day to day society and the online group identities. These add to the reason we benefit from the protections some cultures give to religions.
A religion must do some valid verifiable soocial good. The spirit is the whole personality. It chould be kind and generous. It should be felt to either support an good or effective govnerment or fill in the sins of their ignorant behavior toward the needs of the people. For the benefits and good actions it does for a country or nation, it shall be tax exempt. It is investing time and money for the good of all, and must not be taxed while filling the gaps and wholes in the social network. We need to Build Up Good Citizenship for all countries we allow ourselves to be established in.
Most countries do not qualifiy to register us as a religion. The may have democracies that elect people who are radically against the study of consciousness and it life bearing capacity. If opression is what native and foreing vorters called for then we withdraw our benefits to that society. The unconscious societies will fall and the soonet the better so we will not prop them up with advanced mind sciences and powerful solutions. These society are pourin gfuel on the 6th Mass Extinction event.
Individuals from those corrupt manipulative cultures and societies may come out and benefit with us. The group must perish along with it’s idiologies. They must. And they will one day. We just happen to be early to the party, mostly and literally because of me, my work and the experience of massive persecution and crime I have survived.
The other day I came across a pop psychology report that was interesting in that it said many people who have exerience percecution have later gone on to start cults. I laughed. I escaped from a cult, deconstructed from religions that harm the mind and heart and offer no show solutions to common sense problems. If I am a cult builder this is the first anti-cult cult.
No it is a religion for purposes stated and more. The study of consciousness is 35 years old and naturally I had to come across the god idea. In the contect of how consciousness works, no better source can hope to explain the god idea to you.
You have been suhected to the Lie Verson of God. The proof is that your behavior is little by little destorying the human races. The fact you don’t know it means yuou are in a brainwashing cult. The goal is to keep you unaware and too busy to learn how to think for yourself and not mess up and harm yourself by fallacious thinking. Just thinking about things that are unture is suching the time away from thinking of things that are true. Only true thought manifest into good inventions and actions where the dream or idea matches the tangilbe realization on day in future time.
Help me simplify the first lessons and produce them for parents so they will slowly stop fucking over the next generation. Please stop entertaining any fad psyche books on child raising. It is over. You see the world as it is. That is the effect of the parents and the first failed 9 years.
Parent have to fit in to survive their culture, but their culture is part of the problem, it is full of lies. The children suffer. Help me simpliy the lessons for parents to understand how the child is unfolding in the conscious unvierse and the right and wrong ways to look at it. In the simplest form, the child is unfolding and each step needs to be filled and strong before the next steps to build the entire staircase well and to give them a fair start.
In one hunderd years the would will be very different and verfy few of us can imagine it. Let this information be as useful in 100 yearas as it is =today. To do this I reduce dogma and educate on the frame works as I know it to be. I offer the rooms in the complete house, and only talk abot the elements that belong in those rooms, but not what you chose to put in them.
If I call a room the kitchen, you know what to put in that room. 100 years from now it will not be the same things as 100years in the past. But you will know this is the room of meal preparation for health of the body.
There is a room to fill for the health of the emotional body of experience. There is a room to fill with the correct things that cause self gudance and inspirations, flashes of creativity and moments of brilliance. There is a room for the higher mind.
There are supportive rooms you only need to know must be there, but you never have to enter. You don’t need to go in the attic very much or the power room below. You never usually need to go under the foundation, but these rooms and space must exist for you to experience you.
The rooms in your conscious world where mysterys are kept are actually locked away by fallacious beliefs that act as gates on prison bars. These shapes the behaviours that subconsicously drive extinction faster, and almost no one knows it.
The system to protec the future is embedded as best I can. The church is divided by missions into 3 churches. The only one for beginners it the first church where you can come and go, learn and reject, argue and cry tears of joy.
The second church experinces the healing methods I used to survive sicne I was a child. Yes now I have worried about my output for you until the end and the “dark side” keeps increasing because I am failing in several areas of my life. But push on forward I must, for you.